Ryan Adams
clearly destroyed

 i'm so tired of poisons
 so tired of numbing your pain
 so tired of wanting the things that i know 
 i just ? to me

 i tried to make my life empty
 so i just filled it with things
 that could only remind me 
 of what this unhappiness means

 oooh, i didn’t know i was gonna wake up from all this
 oooh, i couldn’t tell i was just tearin'the things that i'd sewn
 one day i'd wake up alone 
 and i'd have to go fix what i clearly destroyed 
 when i was such a mess

 nobody tried to hurt you
 they fucked you up all the same
 you were too busy distorting the truth
 because you couldn't change

 i know you're tired of listening
 that i don't know what i'm saying
 and all the things that we wanted
 will never come back here again

 oooh, i didn't know i was gonna wake up from all this
 oooh, i couldn’t tell i was just tearin' the things that i'd sewn
 one day i'd wake up alone 
 and i'd have to go fix what i clearly destroyed 
 when i was such a mess

 gonna try, gonna try, try, try